Dear Heavenly Father God, You know my heart. You know how I seek You and long for Your guidance. You know how I love Your Words and how I cannot be without them. How I long to be in Your presence in Your Word, guided by the Holy Spirit. How I love to read Your Word, pray, sing and praise Your Holy Name every day before I start my work. Not one day can I be without the Holy Spirit to guide me. Not one day can I be without Jesus my Lord and Savior. Oh how I want to keep You Words in my heart all the time.
Asking You to write Your Words on my heart, forever and ever Amen.
You know how I work and desire to fulfill Your will in my life, but how I often fail and have had to repent serval times from my sins on this my journey with You my Lord Jesus Christ, Almighty God.
You know how I am getting sad in my heart every day that I have not written what I should have written that day. You know I love to write. But You have also seen many times how worn out I have been when I got home late many nights after been out working all day helping others, and just could not make it to write much that day at all, but climbed into bed for to sleep. You know what I was doing wrong and You know what I was doing right. But thank You for always getting me back on track every time I get off this writing track.
You know how it has been like a burning desire in me to be a fulltime writer for years now and it just keep getting stronger and stronger in me. It is a desire that You have given me for a reason only You know. I am so thankful for Your guidance. You know how to direct me in the right direction when I struggle with finding the writing passion and You often have done that. In God I trust! This is the day You have made. I will rejoice and be glad in it.
You know how I long with all my heart to be whom You have called me to be. So that I can do the work and help as many as You want me to help. Oh, how I want to be filled with the Holy Ghost and Your love and show people all Your glory. You know how I long for the day that I have written, published and started to sell lots of books on Amazon and elsewhere. All for Your glory. I have so many books inside me, because You have given me so many testimonies and stories to share. You have also given me many great business and income ideas that I am keeping close to my heart for the right time, the right place and the right business connection.
You know how I long to live the life You have called me to live, to be the fulltime writer that You have called me to be. You know the text You have given me in dreams and spoken to me during the days, things that I need to write about. And how I often felt sad when I could not remember all the wonderful details You told me. Even though I have written most of it in my many journals for the last ten years, things You have given me to write about. Some of it is still very difficult for me to start writing, to find the right starting so to speak.
Thinking that You one day might get tired of helping me when I am so slow to do what You asked me to do. So I ask You to please forgive me Oh Lord. You are my rock and my shield, I am going down on my knees before You Lord, and I do repent and I do turnaround from my wicked ways. I will not waste my life one more day. I will not let others whom do not believe or people and situations I cannot change, disturb me and steel the dreams and hopes that You have given me to work on. I have wasted enough years, months and days of my life not writing what You have called me to write. I want to do Your will Oh Lord more than anything in this world. Proclaiming; I will do Your will. I will do what You have said. I will write the stories You have given me to write. Your will be done unto me Oh Lord!
For with God nothing will be impossible. Luke 1:37
Praise the Lord, now the last five months of 2015 I have been blessed and able to do more writing. I know I will make it through a few challenges, climbing over a few more hills, because I will do Your will. I will succeed with the writing that You have called to me do for Your glory. Knowing I cannot afford to waste one minute of my life any longer not writing what You want me to write. I just cannot and will not waste any minute Oh Lord!
In 2014 and all the way up to July 2015, I was an unemployed. However, thanks to You Oh Lord, from August 1, 2015 I started on a new excited journey, and from that time I was not an unemployed, but I was able to slowly start my own business, being my own boss helping others getting what they wanted done, and therefore also able to start doing more of the writing You wanted me to do.
I started to write and create products, and have now thanks to You Oh Lord three products to sell. All the glory belongs to You!
I believe that I have now experienced what You talked to me about in 2014, on how to go from being broke and without a job. I believe that I have lived the life of being broke and I have lived the life of being without a job. Therefore, I believe I will now start to see a change for the better now from 2016 where I am now ready to enter into this excited journey to experience the life on how to have my own successful business by using my God-given talent to write and the biblical principles on money. I know it will happen as You have said. I know You have given me this experience on being broke and without a job, because there is a need for me to help many people around the world that has lost their jobs and do not know what to do.
You have all the wisdom and knowledge there is in the world and therefore You know what I have to write today, tomorrow and the next day. You know what story I shall tell. You know what testimony I need to share. You know where I need to start. You have often said when I slowed down and almost stopped to write; Reidun you have so much to write about – just keep writing! And yes, I do have a lot to write about.
You do give me advice and guide me in the right direction. I am so thankful for Your help. You care so much for me that Your Son Jesus Christ died on the Cross also for me. To say You do not care would be to tell a huge lie. I have seen every day how You Jesus Christ are fully alive and care so much about me when I have been struggling to find the right direction in this in-between so-called being broke and not having a job at times, but now praise the Lord being on my way to have my own successful business, where I have been willing for a time to take different smaller works for to find the extra income so that I can keep writing more and more, like You have called me to do, all for Your glory. You have been there. Every step I have taken, You have been there too.
You knew every word that I was to write today in this letter to You. Even before I got the idea to write You this letter, You knew all the words I would write. You saw that I had the plan to write something else, but You guided me over to write this letter for a reason only You know.
You knew what I would put on paper today, and You know what I will put on paper tomorrow. Thank You Lord! You have given me so much to write about, so much to be thankful for, and so much to share with the world.
You told me in 2005 to go out into the world and tell people about the miracles that I have experienced. To tell people how Your glory has touched me. To show them Your glory. Please forgive me for not been doing what You have said I should, and now please help me start to do more of Your will. I now start to take small steps, moving forward to become the person that You have called me to be.
However, Oh Lord, to write what You have called me to write, I admit I will always need Your help. So I am asking You to help me find the right topic that I shall write about this week. I am asking for Your supernatural help to outline this book that You want me to write the way You want it to be, not my way, not according to the world and their way, but the way You want it to be. Your will be done with my writing! Your will be done with the books that I have started to write! Your will be done with the books that I now have started to sell! Your will be done with all the upcoming writing and books that You will guide me to write and sell! Thank You Lord for Your wisdom, knowledge and guidance! All the glory and honor belongs to You!
Oh Lord, that You would bless me indeed, enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, that You would keep me from evil, that I may not cause pain. 1 Chronicle 4:10
And I pray that this prayer that Jabez prayed, and whom You answered so wonderfully, will speak in new ways to those hearts that read this letter, which I wrote to You Oh Lord.
Oh, that You would bless them all indeed, and enlarge their territory, that Your hand would be with them, that You would keep them from evil, that they may not cause pain! Your will be done in 2016!
AN APPEAL TO HEAVEN, OH LORD!
YOUR WILL BE DONE, ON EARTH, AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!
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